Ramadan 4

As we round the last weekend of Ramadan I’ll be sorry to see this month end despite its challenges. I don’t think I’ll be able to rally myself to fast on my own between now and next year’s Ramadan and I will truly miss the very real up-sides to fasting.

Most importantly, the heightened closeness with God. Fasting drew me to pray more frequently and to seek God’s presence more consistently than I was doing prior to the start of Ramadan. At that time I was struggling with prayer and some of those feelings are resolved now. The key seems to be to keep trying and to know that you can’t do it “wrong” as long as you are truly seeking God. He will guide you if you let him.

There are also other up-sides. I feel inspired to do good during Ramadan, in large and small ways. To treat others with kindness and to behave especially well, in private as well as in public. It’s as though there’s a spotlight on my life and I am constantly reviewing my thoughts and actions in light of God’s will. With dignity and with care.

There’s a serious balm to the soul to think you’re acting in the ways God would approve of and that God noticed your efforts. And to return to God again and again seeking guidance to do your best and for forgiveness.

So I am thankful for the month of Ramadan. I feel recharged and rejuvenated and hope for a joyful Eid (holiday) for Muslims around the world to  celebrate the end of this month of fasting.